Its Just How I Really Feel, True Love hurts. & I Feel Im Getting Hurt , But Why?

just when you feel that both of you look ok but then it turns out that it ain't, so ok,getting burnt the hard way, its a lesson learned believe me, its a hard way to treat a lady who really loves you, consider one thing, once a guy lose me, there is no getting me back,, when you feel they are telling you the truth, an then you get thinking , i wonder is he being really honest with his heart an who is he trying to fool. is it something that guys do to attract attention to themselves that they can get any women they really want, well if thats how it goes then you can have any gal you want but you wont have me,, i'v been hurt long enough, an i dont need to be your second choice to fall back on ,,one of these days you will realize that i really did love you, but you just dont see that, if you did, no matter what you do scared or not, no more scared then i am, but we can get a pass that if we really truly honestly love one another, if you only knew how i really felt, i think you would be with me as of now, we can not hide behind true love it doe exist why not do something about it, if it means that much to both of us, then lets talk texting an phoning is no good to both of us its not getting us anywhere not even together we need to see eye to eye an talk about this, an be together an know what our true love really means to both of us, if we can not do that then its no us, im not waiting forever no matter how much i really love you we need to be in real, an talk about this, is it commitment your scared about , then we need not to be scared cause talking in person will make us feel what our true love is meant to be, this can not happen by just chatting or even texting or even a phone call, we need to meet in person an talk about this, thats all i have to say, if i mean everything to you, then come an see me, if not then chatting an texting or what ever or even a phone call is hurting me, the farther away you go the farther away we are going to drift apart, is that what you want,cause i can say goodbye just as a blink of an eye,,i dont want to, but if we dont see eye to eye,, life moves on for me darlin im sorry but this chick is tired of waiting for something to happen an its nothing happening at all, listen to your heart feel my pain what im going through known we do love one another like we always say to one another, but one question,for you, if you love me like you say you do,, do something about it, cause im not going to wait much longer an then its goodbye , im sorry baby but, i just had enough waiting on you, an one day you will realize you lost a great gal who is just like the gal you always wanted, an who really loves you for you, not what you have,an is giving you the chance to be with me ,, which i have turned a lot of guys down just for only you, see through this pls cause once im gone, some lucky guy will have me, an when he do, he will be the most happiest man in this world,,but it will be your loss cause i really do feel lot of love for you,,an i think you know that im so different then the gals you have had in your life, pls see through this before im gone, cause once im gone, then its over, for me an you, think about this before its to late an lose me,,((