I dint actually do Those songs On purpose, It just happen that way,, when i started to sing i dint Know, If i can make a story from Those songs i recorded. I just sang them day by day like any one would, I said to my self. I think i make story from those songs an see how It goes, an you know some thing, it all fell in place, about my own life, Really weird This was, How It happen like that .. This is Mystery for me for what happen in my life, an those songs matched perfectly for what i went through. I told ya I am a very strange Little mind, But works perfectly when it comes to talent, i'm just gifted with lot of words, an the people who surround me Like God has an always will be, It just brings the best out of me how i can write things an not know it, I guess when u experience Lot in your life you can write about it I guess,Its Nothing really that strange just curious about the world we live an survive in., I just Think an wonder all the time about life,, an words an things has happen in my life that i still remember from those songs On My player, This is really weird how this all happen in order, My Mum always said i was smart, Now I know My self i am, God has created some one who Knows more then she should hahahaahah That's me alright ,,
(Hilarious) How The songs On My player turned Out to be My life That i lived,WOWWW! How did This happen,,
For some reason in my Life, I always started from the End of the Line an moved back to the beginning of everything in My life, to get a fresh start of a new beginning,, I always said to my self, I want to live anywhere but here, an always swore I would write this down, to keep my Life together,I decided, That i had country way of Life More like country in my soul. an a travelling band to go with me, My best friend Marie, we always went to the clubs, but seen lot of trashy women really didn't shake our style, we got a little crazy little thing called love from the guys, But it was a little to late to make the best of things In the right way,,,maybe if they was only reading this at the time, things would be so understanding in life, when you start to Think always don't close your eyes, an think about her man that really made your day so perfect, when he always said you drive me crazy, It time to go to the dance an do the locomotion an let him spin you around, we didn't care and he said where not gona take it no more, so i decided to find a brand new man, with hot burning love, that can do the hippy hippy shake, but things had changed he was working for the weekend, I was all shook up i though i got stood up for once, but feeling i was The heart of Rock n Roll to him, but he always said, your still rock an roll to me, with your bright smiles, your an angel of the morning he said, for there on i lived in a honky tonk world of my own, I was just bad Leroy brown that didn't give shit or what happened after that,
I said Love is on roll for all the right reasons,, I had the rock an roll is king to my soul.he was just a cowboy cadillac who was just a guy, who was working at the saw mill as a lumber jack more or less, I said you might be the one, with lots of mony mony., he looks to his friends an sais, she don't know shes beautiful. I always believed we was meant to be, But he drank like yesterdays wine, so i called The authority to see what they can do,,to solve his problem, But he was just a hill billy Rock an Roll to me, But can't stop my heart for the love of him, when i always spoke to him about certain things, that would arise he said you took the words out of my mouth,he wanted a white wedding i said No, so dont put me in the xfiles, an to see cowboys don't cry for the mistakes he made, he ended Up being a gambler, till one day he said hello darling how ya doing,, i said i don't play the games that daddies play. I m sick of it now, so im gona rock this town with out you, so turn me loose for once an move on, It was Like Oh Canada was the only place i wanted to be, It seamed like 14 mins old after my best friend moved his way an i moved mine,, we just want to party hard, an Rock an Roll girls more or less, i wasnt a good golly miss molly either, I always dreamed one day, i was gona play in Texas as I met Nice friend on line from there, he was a singing trooper Like my self,,I though for sure i was gona Honky Tonk my self to death after that,,but my heart was like the sinners an the saints at that time,, God was always before me, no matter what i decided He was there , I believed my daddy always wanted me to marry a Daddy frank guitar man more or less, But he was just a tin man for the crime of passion i had in my heart,
we would say the race is on In my heart an soul, But dint get me any place but on a lost highway,i felt like the whole world had left me, i said to my friends, where were you when the world stopped turning, i wanted to end up with honky tonk man i said,, in a small town Saturday night fun.. But i had the bartenders blues, That was so hard to shake it, It was like the silver threads an the golden needles, that would fix My broken heart , But only made it worst then i really felt,, here i am with country in my jeans, all i was thinking about, was back home again, I moved around lot,, But i knew one way or another, I might get in some authority mistake .. that i didn't want know trouble from any one, The only thing he said what makes you beautiful was the reason I choose this way of life to be who i am, as a rebel soul..an give my life to God an The the world..I was like more like six days On road, but only a day that lasted,, to think about all the good Things that God an if heaven was by my side,,it felt Like , a little more like heaven by the time i realized life was changing fast for me,
I always believed In kiss an angel good morning, but that angel turned out to be the devil,, i always said to him don't Come home drinking with loving on your mind, I just only had a bad case of loving you i said, but i was like long tall sally who dint give fuck any more,, all he minded was Tennessee Whiskey that drove me crazy over time,, I turned to God, while I was standing on the promises, that held in my heart for long time,i took it one day at time, to get My life straighten out, to forget the one i loved back then,I never ever though that i saw the light . more less meant your going to die. when it took my mum. so we said sweet bye an bye so i said sing me back home to look after my dad,, after the amazing grace, that heaven awaits, my mum was passed on, i had this dream about her, i said I'm not ready yet , which i wasn't ready But move on to better way of life,,Only friend i had was what a friend i had in jesus was my mum at that time,, But My boyfriend all he mined was whiskey under the bridge more or less,.when he drinks Tequila i got turned of more or less, then when he wanted to put his ring on my right left hand it was for the best of things had to change,but didn't as my sister Linda always said,only once you have the best more or less.. mum was trying to tell me i will have it like she has it,, she made choices for us,, an have this big mansion on the hill.i always believed in some day ill asks him to walk through this world with me,, but not yet , it was from my best friend, i married him. he said who's gona fill my shoes with happiness but it didn't happen that way,, mum always said if drinking dont kill me his memory will. that was from a mother who grows her wings,who gave me the best of life,, my mum. you see folks all those songs i recorded meant something in my life, so i put it in story how my life was an ended up to be,,,
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