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Comment by QueenAJ Administrator Assistant! on January 27, 2014 at 1:00pm

he is in the best of care now , we done what we can till we couldn't do know more for him. my heart is with him till his last days, i cant do no more for him, i had to let him decide where he wants to be, he choose the choice he wanted to be in hospital an i did what he asked me. knowing he will not be home no more my heart is broken into millions of pieces its sad but we must be strong .i told him i always will love him , an he told me he loved me , i had to let go now, its hard but God will see me through these hard times ahead, we thinking about you Darrell we all love you so very much xox

Comment by QueenAJ Administrator Assistant! on January 27, 2014 at 9:44am

he is still trying to get up an walk around, so weak as he is., i really dont know how he is doing this , where is the strength coming from, , im not really scared something is going to happen. im prepared for this but see him weak all this morning an then walk around like this,, what is he trying to tell me do anyone know,

Comment by QueenAJ Administrator Assistant! on January 27, 2014 at 9:33am

a scary feeling that happen this morning around a little after 7 am  Michelle called out to me i was sleep down stairs as we was all night up with him,  michelle calls out to me mom dad is at the top of the stairs calling out to you, i woke up an ran up stairs, i said my God Darrell  what are you doing up here at the top of my stairs, i dint panic i said Darrell why you up here he said i want to go home,  said where is home he said home with my family more or less, ,we managed to get him down stairs, he went back to sleep for little while,   cause he was weak at the top of my stairs an couldnt make it down the stairs himself, its weird how i dint hear him getting up an walking up those stairs himself,  i said ill let him rest so he went back to sleep an so did i dint know nothing melissa called out to me mum dads trying to go out side, i jumped  up an caught him trying to open the door, this is really weird he was to weak to even come down stairs this moring then all of sudden he walked out to the kitchen to my porch to open the door, only for melissa he would of been out side, i said where you going darrell he said im getting in  the truck an going home, , something felt really weird all night its like i new he was going to  go to the door an try to go out side in the truck for some reason,  an it happened, i said you can not drive now your to weak,, i laid him back down on my sofa, he was really weak then, i let him rest , but something is  telling me how did he get the strength to even walk up the stairs an walk out in my kitchen  an to the door so weak as he is, its scary but its telling me something aint right now, his mind is beyond home, not sure where it is, he is all confused but he knew us who was here with him but his mind is getting weaker an strange things is showing me that his mind is back to his younger days as i feel the words he sais, bring him back to his younger days in last few days i have noticed this , this is how i feel that God is telling me  that his time is coming near an closer , he gave him the strength to walk an see the light of day, , then made him weak enough that his time on earth is cutting short, , God I ask you to Answer my prayers pls do not let him suffer any more then he has,,, i know we have to be strong but for our childrens sake pls do not let him suffer like this, Amen