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The Life Of Audrey Gillingham (NewfiePrincessAudrey)

Well where do I start. ok I am 44 years old, I have 3 beautiful Girls, Michelle , Holly & Melissa They are my world, An joy . an everything to me, I also am married also that ,I come from a Place called Bell island, NL. I have lived there for 19 years, as you can say,I had good happy home, living on Bell Island,I loved my child hood days, which, i had many things , in my life, such as friends, pals, great parents, who always thought me right from wrong,but not always a happy home, with my family my dad, was a very hard man to live with, An my mom, was a wonderful lady. as we speak, we couldn't ask for any better, Living at home in family of 12. children which i come from big family, things so hard back then with family so big, I have 7 brothers, an 4 sisters, which I love them dearly, as a young kid living at home things was very tough for me as kid .but when you get older things really made big changes in my life, I had a lot of friends, who I love to hang around with an do my drawings Also doing lot of writings back then , I Would spend hours in my bed room just drawing things , that I never of dreamed, I become an artist one day , As of now I can do almost anything in life, I am a very creative artistic an a fabolous writer in poetry,

I also sing my music on http://pozeproductions.com/profile/AudreyGillingham.while I still spend a lot of time writing music like I did back home an still do my drawings especially for my kids, But as you get older in life things become more depressing,. there are worries on top of worries, like you never had when you was a kid, I guess you lose the old nerve I would say, but as things went through my life as young kid, I was so experienced in life just like young adult, I guess it follows down in generation I think more experienced, then any normal kid for only at the age of 10, I know almost everything about life, an what it was all about just wasn't old enough to be more responsible in life. because my mom & dad always done for us, as a parent would do for their children. but there come a time in my life , that I had to be more responsible in life. in lots of things that my mom & dad couldn't help me with, but I always asked them for advice in many things about life, But as I got older I learned many new things in my life as a young kid .just as I was growing up I had to be more responsible in life about things more serious in my life, so i realized its time for me to do whats best for myself, an not ask for any advice from my family but learned on my own more or less , As a young kid turning at the age of 13.

My life become, more different an difficult I didn't want to spend much time, with any family or friends ,my parents they always used to fight like cats an dogs as u would say, an listen to my parents and listen to them fighting & had to go bye there rules, when I lived on Bell island I became more understanding in life but things become more difficult for me, when school got harder and things got rough turning 15 years old; almost 16 years old when I quit school. I only got grade 10 high school. I guess it wasn't a very smart thing to do, eh, at that age. But then I had to see if I can get work to help provide my family with life essentials; they wasn't rich people, far from it. My dad worked in the Iron Ore mines on the island; my mom never ever worked. She could only take care of us the best way she could, but the mines closed down and left my dad out of work. That tradgety left us with nothing ,really, as you could say. So someone in the family had to work and a make living. As for my sisters an brothers they have moved either away or was on there own, so some one had to help my family, because they were limited with basic essentials due to the fact that my father had previously lost his job.

So I decided to go to work with farming on Bell Island. First time I've ever had job; I was doing ok for long time. I kept me head with my family, so as things went in my life as working on farm wasn't that easy for me. By the time I would get home I'd be exhausted and I didn't want to even get out of my own way. A day on the farm was a like a month living a horrid nightmare and not being able to wake up, for me. This was because I was only young; the beginning of my teenage years. But despite all of that I still had to keep working and do what I could for my parents, for them to be proud of me. So as I got older in life my mom became very sick. she was put on oxygen for 10 years because of one of her lungs had collapsed, so there for they had to put her on oxygen to help her breath. when the days become so deep in my life, My mom passed, with cancer at the age 51 things started to get rough for me, i was just turning only 18 years old ,I had to stay an look after my dad me an my brother Paul, not long after my mom passed away , things started to fall apart for my dad, he started to lose lot of weight, an didn't want to eat anymore, he gave up on life more or less , he didn't last very long after my mom passed away, my dad passed away with a mass of heart attack, 6 months after my mom,he was 58 years old, it wasn't easy for me to find him passed away in his home on the morning I come of work things got really bad, for the Newman family, just like the world had ended in silence ,an my whole world was falling apart around me, I still from this day. miss them so very much , its not one day goes by I think of them. I wish I had them back but not to suffer in this God forsaken world,

At that very time before I lost my mom an dad, I met my husband Darrell who only knew my parents about 7 months, he taught the world of them so much, but never had a chance, too get to really know them very well, ,but as time went bye I decided to move Of Bell Island , an live not to far from home, I moved around lot an live with my brothers & sisters, I stayed with lot of my friends, back an forth, until I got settled down, things got quite difficult for me, moving around so much,.only a there a few years ago I lost my brother Randy, who was only 43 years old, he suffered a long battle with cancer at an early age,.only a young man trying to make it trough life on his own, but always will think of him, and will be in my heart forever, life still had to move forward for me, He was a loving brother but had he a hard life Like my self as we all did back then, as life had to move forward later in years I moved to Ochre Pit Cove ,

Things got really tough for me, after seeing so many drs treating me Like I was nothing and nobody, an they didn't care if I had children or not just one bit of a total messed up life at that time .I developed a problem I had with Hyperthyroidism that changed my life thinking I had to get this fixed so I can have children, They gave me something that really put a damper on my life I dint know if I was gonna make it or not. it almost cost my life , it was a treatment of Radioactive Iodine, Its a chemical they use in Nuclear medicine But felt it was going to end my life with so many drs picking an poking at me for the treatment they gave me , the treatment was like supposed to be 250 molecules of radioactive Iodine, they gave me 350 molecules an my life started to fail, an almost ended for me ,with so much treatment an medication to fix my problem, But thanks to my family dr, he found the problem after my treatment then started me on medication right away, It felt like death was over me for about two months things started to fail my lungs my heart my mind felt slowly was dying inside everyday as the treatment of medication started to work, I felt lot better with the treatment that bough my life back together,

Now I am living in this place ochre pit cove ,conception bay NL this is where I am living to now, I have been here for some time, like 17 years or longer now, I got me self a family,, , but things are tough an hard, for me, I try make the best of things in life, even tho they are bad I was starting to hate everything around me , for all the miss treating he done to me, never agree on anything only hate an not wanted ,, more or less, an not loved like i should be,Thats life I deal with every day of my life,,but I guess thats a part of life that some people go through I guess, but life, can be so stressful, on times for me an my children , But as each day goes by my Children are getting older life gets more attracting they get involved in sports an things an school projects, an what not, It gives them the life that I never had growing up,, Nothing ain't easy n this world. ya got to work to survive, nothing don't be handed to you on a silver platter more or less, But now I'm involved in the music world that i have created Long time ago, I started of with karaoke music, an still do that but Now I write my own music an poetry all the time an things about life, , But still learning how to play guitar an other instruments its not easy but its worth a try, But to me I rather sing more then anything i'm pretty gifted in most things I do not only with my music, music never ever followed down in my family history Not that i know of ,I guess I just picked this up on my own more or less my dream was to be model But that all changed when I got into singing a lot more, it kind of took my mind of modeling so i decided I wanted to be a singer instead of a model, it has brang me long ways, from help of others ,with what i have created in my life with music, I rather this then anything other career in my life, its something I feel proud of who i am, an sticking to something that really makes me feel happy an joyful in my life an to others just to bring a smile to my family an friends has brought my life with music, to the world of my open heart with my feelings that can explore the world of who I really am an what i'm made of,

I want to thank my best supporters michael Of Poze Productions & Poze Productions /Poze Records Inc for being so understanding with me & the love & support in every way an their encouragement they gave me to bring my heart out into the open world through my music, and thanks to all my family an friends who supported me with everything, Not one day goes by i'm very grateful an thankful for everything to all who have helped & Supported me, As I Will continue my love & support to Michael & Poze Productions / Poze Records Inc. i feel very impressed with their site from all those people On there With the Love & Support & Respect,tey have given me as i am there biggest supporter on there site to give them the love & support from me all the time , they have there hands full with me, haha ! jk.& to give them the best that I can an always will be part of Poze Productions family for as long as they want me to be,, Its a place I call my home with so many wonderful people that respect me so much as a loyal family with love & care & support together ,, an I Will always will be there supporter in the future for all those artists, Thats my life I live with my music an Family An All those wonderful people on Poze Productions/Poze Records Inc, thank you all so much for the love & support an putting up with me haahah Love you all so very much, An I am still in the process of writing music & Poetry an singing & learning how to play many things as each day goes by in my life, One day ill be On that big red carpet, for the world to see me what im really made of, it takes time an effort an a lot of encouragement to get where I wish to go in life an time is everything, but we still clime those hills, for what life is worth to be a great success in life, with my family an friends on Poze Productions/Poze Records Inc .thank you all so very much,

Written By Me Audrey Gillingham ( NewfiePrincessAudrey)

Ochre Pit Cove Newfoundland Canada

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